Your City, Love It or Not?
Sometimes I hate the city I live it. Sometimes I hate the people who live in it. This morning I hate a handful of people who live in this city.
Early, early this morning, while walking home with Shauna from our usual late dinner at Humpty's with our friends, I was assulted by a native teenager. I guess this kid could have been any race, but he just happened to be a native kid. The kid ran can out of a small park and ran into me very hard and in the process broke my sunglasses. As soon as he ran into me he began demanding out money and yelling at us. He backed up and made as though to fight us. Both Shauna and I didnt want any trouble so we backed up, apologized and made to leave. He yelled at us some more and began demanding our money, our stuff and smokes. We managed to get past him and that was when he hit me in the face. It was a lazy right hand to the cheek and all it really did was make my face sore, but it still was unpleasent.
After hitting me, his two other friends ran out of the park yelling as well wanting to know what was going on and what the trouble was. We were surrounded at one point and it was not a whole lot of fun. The guy grabbed my baseball cap and sunglasses and tried...
I would give anything right now to have a weapon with me then. I would give anything right now for the chance to have been able to hurt them. The hat was only $15 and the sunglesses were cheap pieces of shit, but this incident did something to me and I dont like it. I can tell you honestly, if I had had a knife on me or a small bat or something else to defend myself with, I would have. I am having fantasies right now about going back to that area with my my large bowie knife and a hammer and look for the guy who hit me. I want to hurt him. I want him to be scared. I want him to worry. I want him to have to think about finding a new street to walk down. I want him to think about how he was unable to defend himself.
I want him to hurt. I want him to be in pain. I want him to bleed and cry and be afraid.
This has done nothing for my beliefs that A)This city needs a god damn curfew. B)This country needs to toughen its pussy youth criminal code up something serious. C)That native kids in the inner city and other areas of the downtown, need to be watched more. The police need to show their face there more. D) That should you seriously hurt someone who is trying to mug or rob you, the mugger gets jail time and you get a congratulations.
This city could use some vigilanty justice. I dont mean a Batman type person. But some normal people, out on the street with baseball bats and pips and socks full of pennies, who beat up the folks who make it unsafe to walk down a nice street at night.
Should I ever run into the fuck who hit me alone one day when I happen to be either with friends or carrying a large heavy blunt object, I will have no second thoughts about beating him up. None whatsoever. I would like to see him crying and bleeding at my feet.
The police are coming by tonight with mug books for us to look at (they came by early in the morning after the assult to take a statement from me). In the unlikely circumstance that I find the kid in the book and that they capture him and that he still happens to have my hat and sunglasses. I doubt that he will get into any serious punishment. This country's criminal code and justice system is a joke and is a disgrace for minors. This is a country where a 12 year old can steal a car, drive it and crash it into another car, almost killing the people inside, and get away with a stern talking to from the police.
Torture should still be allowed.
Bleeding and crying at my feet would be very nice.